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I Wonder Why I Even Do This

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Writing is my life.
And pictures my second.
I'm living them both right now.
So that when I die
I don't have to come back.

Most Dramatic Exit I've Done Yet

Sat Apr 4, 2009, 5:57 AM
  • Mood: Suffering
  • Listening to: The Flood by Escape the Fate (:D)
  • Drinking: Water, but very little though.
The Subject tells all.
So I'm thinking I'm all good
When I get out of lunch saying that I'm going
To *blankplaceveryfaraway* to do the play
And as I'm walking to my LAST F-ING CLASS
"Oh, shit. Shit, shit, SHIT."
And I stumble over to the lockers.
(forgetting that lockers are slippery)
And Connor is next to me, and with the pain
I
slide
down
the lockers
into a heap.
Administration and students circle me
As I
hold my head
(waiting for it to stop).
I hear someone, a passerby,
"Is she going to be okay?"
"Yeah. She's tough."
My heart swells with love, and I wave to
Kurtis
As he stands
And stares
At me.
Away I go,
To the nurse's office
But I don't hurl
Until
My mom
Gets to my
Side.
Why I was born without part of my brain
I'll never know,
But sometimes
I wish I was born different.

---

Yeah...
That's what happened.
And before that, to think that
Kurtis was kissing my head
And the boys were throwing pennies in my
Shirt.
(Some kind of tip.)
And now its April vacation.
So everyone will be stuck wondering if I'm alive.
Ooooh, JOY.
Amyx :blackrose:

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I am known in many places, by many names.
But you can just call me Amyx.

The person I am today is not the same person I was yesterday.
Or the day before.
Or the day before that.
I am always changing.
You will and can tell.

I heart many things:
Yaoi/Gayness and Gays themselves.
Anime/Manga.
Anything "dark"
Sometimes "emo"
Always "deep" or the stuff that makes you think.
Watching people. (No, I am not a stalker.)
Learning about myself and the human mind.
Reading.
Writing > Stories.
Taking pictures.
Telling stories.
Acting. (INSTANT LOVE it was.)
Writing > Poems > Lyric or free verse.
Writing > Free Write.

Somethings I do not heart:
Cussing. (Not all of it, though.)
Misunderstandings.
Assumptions.
Taken-for-granted.
And many other things I can't think about right now.

I hope you like me,
And perhaps I will like you too.
We'll just have to find out.
(P.S. If I rant-and-rave about something, just realize this - I'm a girl and I will bitch on occasion. Don't hold it against me. Thanks.)

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